by Jasmine
(UK)
A Depression Poem: Doctor Doctor
I feel like a black cloud
I ruin conversations
If I say my thoughts out loud
Doctor Doctor
When I wake up I cry
Tears feel real
Everything else is a lie
Doctor Doctor
What's the point in this shit
I can never breathe properly
My throat's covered in grit
Doctor Doctor
What's this loud numbing sound
That fills my waking hours
Makes me want to be drowned
Doctor Doctor
Nothing is fun
I feel like I'm drugged
and I'm pretty much done
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Jasmine,
Thanks for submitting this poem and sharing your thoughts and feelings with me and my visitors.
What you feel is not unlike many who are depressed. So you are not alone and so many can understand what you're going through.
Have you reached out and/or gotten any professional help? Depression is totally treatable and there are so many treatment options available to you ... may that have been proven the help you overcome depression.
I do hope that you are able to get the support you need on this part of your journey. You are meant to be happy and you certainly deserve to be as well!
Don't give up on yourself. You are powerful beyond measure and can overcome this!
Sending love and light,
Dana