Enough

by Mya.S
(Birmingham, Alabama)

Here I go again

Three bottles in
Counting my sins
Home alone again
It's 5 in the morning
Just me and HER
At war again
And I'm giving in
Are you listening
You made this fragile
You made a weak heart that can break
She showed me the way out
And I'm gonna take it
I'm made to love so hard
When everything I love just leaves
Is there something wrong with me?
So why does my life have to hurt so much
So painful to live
Why cant I have piece of love
And why do I feel like I'm not enough
Dear---
Why am I so messed up
All that I do is sit and curse
Curse again and again
I'm sure its not me
I'ts what I'm up against
And she's winning again
Sharing the blame for this
Cause after all
You've made me this fragile
You made a heart that could easily break
She showed me the easy way out
And I'm gonna take it
You made me love so hard
When all that I love just leaves
Are you sure there is nothing wrong with me
Cause why does it hurt so much
When I can't find someone to love
Why do I feel like I'm not enough
Dear---
Am I that messed up
I know I'm f*cked up
I know it's better quiet
There's nothing to say
I know that there are reasons
It's just hard to say
I don't mean to complain I promise
I'm difficult to teach/be with
Even If you tell me there's nothing wrong with me
But why does my life have to hurt so much
Why do I have to suffer more
And why can't I feel like I'm not enough
Dear Vic
Just remind me
I'm enough