Stressed
by Alice
(Ohio)
Im stressed
Im depressed
My mind is a mess
My heart is aching
My soul is breaking
I cant ever seem to get a rest
But it is the best
For someone like me
No one else could ever disagree
I deserve the misery
I cant escape it
I cant evade it
I cant ever erase it
Im dying inside
The sickness i hide
Its killing me inside
Theres nothing i can do
Theres nothing i could say
None of this will ever go away
Im scared
Im lonely
I hate myself
I try to do better, be better
But im just kidding myself
My body is alive
But all i feel is dead inside
I dont want no sympathy
I don't want no kinds words
Because lets be honest
Thats the last thing i would ever deserve